“We’re human, that’s why we make mistakes”
—Anonymous
October 2010
8 posts
Fever: what makes your mind floating around
I felt cold in the morning. Yes, I know the weather was quite windy, but this was far too abnormal. Yet, I also felt hot inside my head just like my nose was being burnt from inside. I got on the bus and then the clear mucous suddenly poured out of my nose just like when I have nosebleed - I was feeling like the world was spinning around. Then, I got on the subway, yes, my head was being heavier. I could bring myself to the building and complete that survey at least. Then, I got back home - via the same trans; subway and bus. I did everything almost automatically while surroundings seeming incredibly surrealistic to me. I felt like I was partially a living dead because my mind was lifted, it floated - yes, it was fever…
*mind floats around*
“You know the real PEACE only if you have been through the war.”
—Kathryn Bigelow (“The Hurt Locker” director)
What do I actually do
Yet, I didn’t think about it before “what do I actually do?” but I always feel like my life is too busy. I might be doing too many things. Although, they’re not too much to cope with, but they really wear me out.
What I’m doing in a week?
- doing a bachelor in Thai Applied Medicine (45 hrs)
- doing 2 uni projects (5 hrs + 4 hrs)
- organizing a camp (8 hrs + 5 hrs)
- doing a fansite (3.5 hr)
- clingging up with news (3.5 hr)
- translating news and articles (7 hr)
- blogging 1 tumblr, 2 blogger, and 2 exteen blogs (7 hrs)
having a flickr account (.25 hr)- tweeting on 3 twitter accounts (3.5 hr)
using Facebook (.5 hr)- writing a novel (1 hr)
- contacting website allies (2.5 hrs)
- doing handcraft; birthday presents (6 hrs)
- joining a food, inc. research program (5 hrs)
- having driving lessons (14 hrs)
- having guitar lessons (1.5 hrs)
- practising on my guitar (3.5 hr)
- selling stuff online (2 hrs)
- being my friend essay editor (4 hrs)
- submitting photos to a photo contest (3 hrs)
saving money- doing money transfer (3 hrs)
upgrading my internet- buying new bag (2 hrs)
- doing a faculty assignment (1.5 hrs)
- doing exercises (3.5 hrs)
- having personal time (28 hrs + 3.5 hrs laundry)
- cooking and having munch (7 hrs)
- taking shower (7 hrs)
29 things or 189.5 hours, BUT there are only 168 hours in a week?! Well, I’ve not included my sleeping hours or study revision time yet. Really gotta cross out more or I will be fallen into pieces next month…
Bangkok's windy morning
Bangkok’s 2010 winter started today (so did my Tumblr). Having been living here for more than 18 years without knowing when exactly it started in each year. The obvious sight of winter I just noticed was that the morning sky’s gone blank (‘clear’ I mean) - with no white cloud as usual.
Winter starts so…
- The sky is in its vivid blue colour
- No clouds up there
- Sun shines strongly and it burns
- It’s particularly windy
- The breeze is colder
- Temperature’s down from 30s → 20s degree
